Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Wrong fuking number!!!!


Who the fuck is this calling me at 5:43 a.m.!! I was drooling and everything. PERFECT FUKIN SLEEP!! No name in my phone so its prolly some ol skeezer I deleted out of my phone on some "u sleep?" type shit. Half sleep, I reached for my sidekick and before I could say hello, all I hear is crying on the other end. Like balling... I WAS mad but me asking who the fuck is this would prolly send me to hell instantly.. That a be too mean even for me to do so I just said "hello", shit, what else im pose to do?

"This is Vanessa I know this is kinda rude. I know its hella late but... I have a situation and I don't know what to do! I'm pregnant and I don't know if I should keep it or tell my boy friends its his and just keep it a secret. I cheated on him about 6 weeks ago when he was out of town. I was lonely, had a few drinks and it just happened. I regret it everyday but I did."

Fyi, I don't know any chick named Vanessa. I had a friend named Vanessa in like 4th grade but.. Um, yeaah. And she keeps calling me Jay.. Back to the story...

"On top of that, my mom is fucking dying from cancer and my little sister is a hot ass and with all that going on.. No one is concerned about meee! I wonder if I died right now, who would give a fuck! Hold on I gotta blow my nose..."

While she blowing her nose, I'm done sleeping. I'm wide the fuck awake by now. I'm literally on the edge of my bed. And the whole time she sobbing, gasping for air and shit.. I really feel awkward cause she thinks I'm "Jay" and I'm clearly not. I guess I sound like Jay cause when she said Jay you there, I replied back yeah. I mean WTF was I suppose to do? She already told me soo much.. What more can she possibly tell me?

"I'm really sorry to be calling so late Jay but you always seem to know what to say... Jay, I really can't continue living like this. I mean, I don't have to live perfect just better then this. I'm 22 fucking years old with no job and I stay with my home girl Trish.. I'm 6 weeks late and I keep getting sick to my stomach. Throwing up every morning, ugh, IM SICK OF THIS SHIT!! I slit my wrist 2 weeks ago, I was high off some shit. The paramedics saved me from my own pool of blood. All my "family" came to the hospital to see me and shit but 2 weeks been passed and aint nobody called to speak or anything, how the fuck this come out of the prom queen? How the fuck did I end up here is a question I find my self asking waaay to often. You shy now Jay? Why you aint talking? I know I sound crazy but I had to get this off my chest."

Maan, now I feel bad. I know all this womans business and I don't even know who she is. FUCK! Um...

"I don't really know how to put this but my name is DizZ. Please don't spaz, get all mad and start blaming me. You crying, me half sleep... It caught off guard.. I'm sorry.. It got me all teary eyed, I wish I could be there to hold you.. Wait, don't speak. You dialed the wrong number, obviously but I ain't on some immature shit I promise that.. But fuck everybody, u only need you, cause you won't lie, deceive, or mislead yaself. Ya boyfriend must be whack cause he aint there for you right now like he should be. I don't know what you gone do about the baby but..."

"Well damn Dizz!! I'm saying, its fucking hard out here! Even worse this fucking baby. I'm sorry but this shit is driving me fucking crazy, I'm all emo right now! EVERY body looks down on me cause my old mistakes. I'm a better person I swear, I changed Dizz, I SWEAR! And I don't know if I'm happy or sad its you I'm connecting with but this shit is crazy.. I wish we could kick it and finish this. My address is 1243 North WalkWitMe Dr. if you care.. Have you ever felt like you have no one to talk to, like your all alone? Billions of people on this globe and you feel like you all alone? So called friends and you feel, ALL FUCKING ALONE!! Been feeling like this for some time... I called your the wrong number on purpose.. I had no one else to talk to... Might as well just talk to a straner, someone I know won't judge me.. You just so happened to be the first number I dialed.. See you if you later if you decide to come.. Thanks, I needed to vent. Bye?"

Um.. Yeah.. I'm just as lost as yall.. I don't know what to do or what to say to that. I kinda feel obligated to go and talk to her now....... The fucking wrong number....

P.S. Don't ask what happens.. Just think about what she said towards the end..

27 comments:

Revee January 27, 2009 at 5:02 PM  

WoW. that got me.
I think it kinda takes you back to your own moment of darkness. And like that hit my heart, HARD. That was amazing.

espri January 27, 2009 at 5:20 PM  

DAMN THAS CRAZY

LundiChantal January 27, 2009 at 5:30 PM  

So im all teary eyed and just imagining how that must feel...so many need someone to talk but have no one and its sad that this really happens....a lot of people pass judgement on other peoples ways of dealing with things but some peopl just don't know how to....awesome blog DizZer!!!

bree.bankz January 27, 2009 at 5:45 PM  

damn, im lost for words...

Nicole.king38 January 27, 2009 at 5:49 PM  

WOW!!! Hott shit Dizz!!! This is why I need my daily dose of the Dizzster!!! *SMILE*

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Kay January 27, 2009 at 6:20 PM  

i swear ur life is plotted.... lol..

anyway gotalk to her...

Super Woman January 27, 2009 at 6:27 PM  

Wow.

dont go, she sounds a little.....unstable

O Boogz January 27, 2009 at 6:32 PM  

ur life is like a movie. lol

interesting yet captivating blog. cool.

Andrina January 27, 2009 at 6:38 PM  

Damn.
Guess shes lucky you answered right?

-- // lethalpoi$on January 27, 2009 at 7:00 PM  

woooow - um okay crazy thing is i was convinced that she actually thought you were sme dude named jay - it kinda took a turn whn she said she dialed the wrong number intentionally. i think you now have a friend that you might not want to have & whatever it is DONT feel obligated to jump to your knees jst yet. ths might jst be so sick & twisted joke. be careful dizz!

kmx. January 27, 2009 at 7:10 PM  

Damn. This is some serious sht.
I don't know what I would've
done. Probably not answered the
phone because I be knocked the
hell out...but this is CRAZY,
and your a sweet ass guy for
actually speaking to her on it,
and not just hanging up in her
face.

This was dope, hot post.

Ms. Naomie January 27, 2009 at 7:18 PM  

wow that's really crazy..to an extent i agree with 'lethal poison' you never know if her whole 'situation' is true, but if it is..i feel for her b/c sometimes i feel the exact same way

*E* January 27, 2009 at 7:28 PM  

i may have a terrible memory.... but did you write a song kinda like this a while back?

JuJu January 27, 2009 at 7:38 PM  

damn. crazy azz shxt. and yea u better than me cus i sure wldnt have even answered the phone at that time of morning. but hmmm now i kno who to call at 5am; haha jp ;) but u a good dude for tlkin to her and lettin her vent; but idk if i'd go she seems a lil crazy.. lol

chanel January 27, 2009 at 7:41 PM  

yooo, i love your bloggg!

i deadass coulda seen myself hanging up on someone with the wrong number that's just telling me their life story, it's nice that she called someone like you tho.
your life is definitely like a movie. good stuff!

iM.R0Ni January 27, 2009 at 11:36 PM  

damn super crazy ! sometimes a stranger is way better than no one.

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Athena Christine. January 28, 2009 at 4:22 PM  

wow. i'm speechless. you have to be like the best man, to have actually stayed on the phone with her and talked to her. listened to her. i bet all she wanted was someone to listen to her. that's very nice of you.

Miss.Stefanie January 28, 2009 at 7:30 PM  

Wow--Honestly at least you took the time out to talk to her. She just needed an ear ma and that is just a blessing you were there.

Miss.Fortune January 29, 2009 at 12:49 AM  

sometimes its just better to tell a complete stranger ur business..as weird as it may sound!
and even if u could do nothin about it..atleast u listened to her vent and maybe she feels better that she let it all out..

Tuotierugif >^..^<© January 29, 2009 at 8:38 AM  

your nice cause she sounded quite off :(

porsha January 29, 2009 at 10:09 AM  

WOOOWWW.... I WOULDNT KNO WTF IN A SITUATION LIKE DAT EITHER...
BUT U DID DA RIGHT THING... AND WAT SHE SAID CLOSE TO DA END IS SADLY DA TRUTH.. SOME HAVE SO CALLED FRIENDS DAT DNT PAY ATTENTION TO THEIR LIFE LIKE DAT AND WHEN THEY DO, THEY JUDGE THEM HARD... SO SHE HAD NOBODY ELSE TO TURN TO BUT SOME RANDOM STRANGER... SMH SAD BUT DATS LIFE...
LOVED IT DIZZ! KEEP EM COMIN

IM OUT,
PORSH

♪ ♪ Fř£Sh pŘîNÇëSš™ January 29, 2009 at 10:10 PM  

Woo0o0o0wwwww idk wat i wouldve done thats sad as hell

Yung Rutt Da Prince January 31, 2009 at 6:59 AM  

ummmmm.....SEX PLEASE!!! Yes...that is some random shit right there. 5:43 a.m. ain't that some shit. I know you probably was dreaming of fucking the twins from ATL....how in the hell could u ruin a dream like that? lol. I have never had that happen and hope it never does. Once again you have done it bruh....big ups to my lil bro Dizzy!!

Flawless J February 1, 2009 at 3:06 AM  

Yo that shit was crazy.

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Rachael February 2, 2009 at 12:26 AM  

o-m-g now that reality blogging right there...no way...everyones been saying it but im teareyed myself...that whole story reminded me of chain letters people send thru emails...crazy world is an understatement.

.asha February 3, 2009 at 11:41 AM  

Ummm...very surreal, so ummm..did you make that up? I have to ask...Then again, that sounds like something that would happen to me.

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