Sunday, March 15, 2009

When He Comes Back...


I never knew what girls were talking about when they say that their ex’s always come back. I never had a girl friend to go back to, well there is YOU. So here is my explanation on why I came back.

To be honest, I never went anywhere. When we met, I thought I knew what I wanted and you were that. It’s just that I wasn’t really ready for the commitment. All my previous relationships were whack. Things never worked out how I thought they were but we worked out and I honestly felt like it was too good to be true. So I fumbled and I apologize. It was the perfect situation just the timing was horrible. I was young. I told you that I wasn’t ready for a relationship at the time and I meant that. Here it is I haven’t had a girl in almost 3 years. Since you.. You swore that I was going to be in a relationship before you but that was false because you’re in a relationship and have been for a year.

I never intended to make it seem as if I wanted you to drop everything and be with me. I just told you that when I was ready, I was gone let you know, and I did. I apologize if the timing was bad on my part but I’ve always loved you and still miss the small things about you. Like your smile, the way you say my name, holding your hand and the way you hug me. I wanted that back. It’s not like I was dating a girl and it didn’t work out and I want you back. Umm.. No! I haven’t dated or gotten remotely close to a female since us. I haven’t tried because I kept that promise to you that when I was ready; I was going to come back to you. I came back, and you weren’t able to completely come back to me. It’s cool. No love lost. I just know that the next time I fall, I’ll be sure to make sure I keep it no matter what. I love you, and I apologize for making it hard on you. Wish you and him the best. -DizZy

19 comments:

Ancsi aka AnC March 16, 2009 at 2:15 AM  

i'M glad that i found your blog, cuz i always thought about what's in the boys mind in certain situations and i know that not all the boys brain works like yours but your thoughts and posts just showing me a way...so thank you and keep yor head up!

one,
Ancsi
from the other side of the world

Sweetest Girl March 16, 2009 at 2:18 AM  

Love it...
So...
Feels good when you have unfinished business sometimes.... lol. i know it sounds weird... But when you really care about some1 n you want to b with em... despite of anything you will always keep em in ur heart... I know how this feels n letting go isnt easy. Always thinking that someday itll be just like it used to be... Nothing wrong with being hopeful right? NOPE!!! idk... Just gotta follow ya gut i guess... n stick 2 the person u feel like gon hold u dwn.
Keep up the gud wrk babes...
Musical n Rhetoric genius...
GIMMMIIIIEEEE MORRRREEE!
lol
-signed... Greedy DEEN>.. ; )

Pro's Hood March 16, 2009 at 6:14 AM  

Having gone through a life altering situation in my personal life this was refreshing to read. Keep ya head up babes...peep real. Sometimes things happen in life because thats how they are meant to happen...It takes a real man to step up to the plate and be like...this is how i felt then...this is how i feel now. The part that left the most impact was "I haven’t tried because I kept that promise to you that when I was ready; I was going to come back to you. I came back, and you weren’t able to completely come back to me. It’s cool. No love lost. I just know that the next time I fall, I’ll be sure to make sure I keep it no matter what. I love you, and I apologize for making it hard on you"- I can dig it and definetely respect it and i also feel that if she's meant for you she will find her way back to you.

JKisz March 16, 2009 at 7:59 AM  

This post spoke to my heart. And as I'm writing this comment, I'm wishing that I didn't read it. It took me back a year or so! It sucks when you have to let someone go and make that promise to come back and when you finally do, the circumstances have changed. And although it DOES hurt to see the one you love with someone else, seeing them happy is much more important. Even if it's seeing them happy with someone else. -sigh- But if it was meant to be, you two will be definitely together, if not sooner then hopefully later.

Monica March 16, 2009 at 10:56 AM  

Aw, I understand what you are going through. I was actually in the situation of the girl, but I knew things would never be the same as they were before. What happened in the past was the past and good times, but you can never go back to have things as they used to be.

In the end, things all happen for a reason, and I'm sure there are probably better and bigger things coming your way!! :D

supreme. March 16, 2009 at 11:34 AM  

this is some good shit, bruh.

blissfully numb March 16, 2009 at 11:39 AM  

thats beautiful... i love it. Even though i didnt know you guys as a couple.. i hope you guys get back together. ;]

Yung Rutt Da Prince March 16, 2009 at 1:08 PM  

tht's deep bro. I have felt that way many times before. why do they make excuses for us when we realize what we want though?

Jasmine March 16, 2009 at 4:23 PM  

wow, i just finished readin and again i have to say
i relate. i dont know how many times i will say that but be prepared! :) everything was so heart touching.. i hope the best for you and her! good things come to those that wait. you might get lucky!

<3

*E* March 16, 2009 at 4:42 PM  

Nice blog...

*E* March 16, 2009 at 4:45 PM  
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*E* March 16, 2009 at 4:50 PM  

Whose hands are those?

Ms. Naomie March 16, 2009 at 7:10 PM  

(enough enough??)
-anyways-
I commend you for keeping it real & telling your ex that you weren't ready for a relationship. Had you sacrificed and stayed with her who knows what might have happened. Now, I know that it's hard to see her with someone else, & harder to see her happy with someone else, but if it's meant to be then you two will get back together regardless. You know they say good things come to those who wait, so wait it out & see what happens. It might be her, or someone new. You never know. but I do know next time a good one comes around you won't let her go.
-Nae

Beautiful Q March 16, 2009 at 9:40 PM  

Love ur honesty DizZ!

*Q*

dauche March 17, 2009 at 12:16 PM  

speak dizzy ! man; i'm sure that everyones gone through this situation whether a male or female. very sweet of you to express this; just know that you'll find love and like you said, when you do. don't let it out of your site. i almost let love go; but i held on and i'm glad. not only does this post make you think; but i allows you appreciate what you have and also teaches you lessons on love. good shxt bro!

Simply Azsa March 17, 2009 at 2:50 PM  

its sad how you wish more dudes could be honest about not wanting to be in a relationship instead of staying and messing up a good thing. kudos to you
i love this and the honesty of your words/feelings.
hope everything works out.

LundiChantal March 19, 2009 at 4:57 PM  

awwww it's ok boo lol
you never know what'll happen
though...remember that :)

Anonymous March 20, 2009 at 8:20 PM  

this is my favorite

AnyaPosh March 29, 2009 at 12:43 PM  

awww, that was pretty amazing. This is what my ex said & now we're back together. Life is like a whirlpool. Love sucks you back into the vortex.

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